Downward he leans,
trying to get a little closer
to what he really wants to see.
Two inches from my cheek
I feel the heat
of his skin; I smell
the powdered-fresh fields pulse
off him and through a shared air; I feel
his body edging dangerously close,
killing the space between flesh and flesh.
His whispered words
along the helix, wisps
hot breath, forcing me to turn.
Our eyes locked,
focused,
drowning in pools
with no ways to escape.
He laughs, and the trance
between us broken, we fall
slowly back into our bodies
where we belong. We began to meld
into one person, who worries very little
of the world around. Peace conquered
the
I watch him dance as if electricity flowed
through his body from wires
that snaked round and round
the stage
His face lights up an open-mouthed
grin and I sway in awe as his delicate hips
wrapped securely in black skinny jeans
bounced up and down with beats from
a singular drum, and I scream for him
to keep breathing those haunting words
for me
Instead, he teases and plucks the bass strings,
mesmerizing me with the reverb
spilling from speakers
I stood beside
He dances
drunk and blind,
deaf to my cries
as I consume musical
notes floating
into my ears
Gripping the mic, his voice sludges forward
dripping down my spine
slowly
slid
She was running through
fields of blueberries stretching
beyond the horizon,
running fingers along
plush bushes, and sporadic berries crushed
between fingers stained blue.
The sun flashed between blonde
locks. She stopped to watch animals
float across the bright sky —
slowly transforming, morphing — as the wind carried
them across. Wild visions she sees.
Fairies jumping from leaf to leaf,
and she eye-balls them, hoping
to catch frail bodies in her hands,
but she feels the pull of him,
slowly falling to the ground.
Her peace shattering —
Are you fuckin’ listening? —
when his voice roared in her ears,
It's all the same.
Rub me slow and fast
against the tenderness
of skin.
Remember:
I keep you warm,
soak up your tears,
But it's never enough.
When you don't need me,
you hang me
On the doorknob,
toss me to the ground, all
because you know I will be there
when you need me,
longing for your wet body
To seduce me
again
Instead, you punish me.
Burying me, my soul
underneath tattered clothes,
forcing me to sit
and stare between the holes
Of my cage, catching minute glances
Of your naked body
when you open and close
my prison.
But then you give me hope
when you pull me from the bottom
of my prison,
making me believe
you're here
later, she developed a taste
for consistent meals. She likes
her coffee
with two creams, one sugar —
served with three eggs over easy,
and four strawberries sliced
in half and drizzled with lime.
And by midday, at the country club,
six ounces of pinot noir
accompanies a three-ounce filet
— still rare but tender and warm —
and four red potatoes sliced
in half and sprinkled with rosemary
And when we dine in, I order
for us from the same Chinese
restaurant where I met her.
Our orders were mixed, and she,
a raving beauty, argued
she wanted the number three,
which I held:
Vegetable lo mien, steamed rice side,
and f
I heard the neighs
of mustangs in the barn
startle underneath the stars
as my moans carried
to the clouds and sky.
I writhed with pleasure
while listening to the rain pound
against the fogged windows
of our room, where I lay
and watched his mouth move
delicately along my thigh,
rough hands and fingers digging
into the soft flesh at the bend of my hip.
I dreamt of him
earlier while he slaved
in the fields with summer’s heat
beating against his cotton shirt
drenched in sweat and dirt.
My longing
to be held
by him
came.
He explored my body with such ferocity.
His fingers and tongue found
spots that made my insides clench &mdas
The water bobbed
as my body pushed forcibly forward
and slid backward with ease
over and over again. I stopped
crying for help. Accepting my fate
when no one called back for me,
but I kept my eyes open, searching
for a light in the distance, so I knew
when I could scream again. It dripped
drops of rain slowly pounding
against the back of my neck. I was sore
from the beating. Debris surrounding
me everywhere, a battle I had lost.
I should have fought harder, instead I lay
dead as driftwood against an ocean
refusing to give even the slightest comfort.
I watched the light break
through the curtains and dance
across paisley walls over the ho
He called me again last night. I ignored the call and instead let a 44-year-old, sweaty pervert unzip my pants, his eyes eager. I looked downward as grubby fingers edged the line of my underwear, followed by smooth, long strokes across my crotch to make me hard. My black hair, cut short with bangs, shifted in front of my eyes as I watched him lick his lips. His breathing deepened as he pulled my underwear downward, sighing as I sat erect and exposed in the tiny, pay-by-the-hour hotel room.
I didn't call Trevor back when I woke up this morning or even in between classes. Instead, I went straight to work. As I opened the door to Roots, I patte
As I stare at white lace blowing in air,
Slowly I sway across soft, cotton sheets
Waiting for you to stop and lay me bare.
Endless dreams grow and still my heart beats
Oh! To be held by your strong, burly arms
To feel whispered kisses trail down below.
I remember seeing you on the farms
Plowing day and night, dirty skin aglow.
Sweat slowly moving down each large muscle,
My eyes intrigued by the summer's hard heat
Staining all exposed while you bustle.
We ran in meadows to play, frolic, meet.
The beautiful day I love and miss most
You took me away like some bashful ghost.
Downward he leans,
trying to get a little closer
to what he really wants to see.
Two inches from my cheek
I feel the heat
of his skin; I smell
the powdered-fresh fields pulse
off him and through a shared air; I feel
his body edging dangerously close,
killing the space between flesh and flesh.
His whispered words
along the helix, wisps
hot breath, forcing me to turn.
Our eyes locked,
focused,
drowning in pools
with no ways to escape.
He laughs, and the trance
between us broken, we fall
slowly back into our bodies
where we belong. We began to meld
into one person, who worries very little
of the world around. Peace conquered
the
I watch him dance as if electricity flowed
through his body from wires
that snaked round and round
the stage
His face lights up an open-mouthed
grin and I sway in awe as his delicate hips
wrapped securely in black skinny jeans
bounced up and down with beats from
a singular drum, and I scream for him
to keep breathing those haunting words
for me
Instead, he teases and plucks the bass strings,
mesmerizing me with the reverb
spilling from speakers
I stood beside
He dances
drunk and blind,
deaf to my cries
as I consume musical
notes floating
into my ears
Gripping the mic, his voice sludges forward
dripping down my spine
slowly
slid
She was running through
fields of blueberries stretching
beyond the horizon,
running fingers along
plush bushes, and sporadic berries crushed
between fingers stained blue.
The sun flashed between blonde
locks. She stopped to watch animals
float across the bright sky —
slowly transforming, morphing — as the wind carried
them across. Wild visions she sees.
Fairies jumping from leaf to leaf,
and she eye-balls them, hoping
to catch frail bodies in her hands,
but she feels the pull of him,
slowly falling to the ground.
Her peace shattering —
Are you fuckin’ listening? —
when his voice roared in her ears,
It's all the same.
Rub me slow and fast
against the tenderness
of skin.
Remember:
I keep you warm,
soak up your tears,
But it's never enough.
When you don't need me,
you hang me
On the doorknob,
toss me to the ground, all
because you know I will be there
when you need me,
longing for your wet body
To seduce me
again
Instead, you punish me.
Burying me, my soul
underneath tattered clothes,
forcing me to sit
and stare between the holes
Of my cage, catching minute glances
Of your naked body
when you open and close
my prison.
But then you give me hope
when you pull me from the bottom
of my prison,
making me believe
you're here
later, she developed a taste
for consistent meals. She likes
her coffee
with two creams, one sugar —
served with three eggs over easy,
and four strawberries sliced
in half and drizzled with lime.
And by midday, at the country club,
six ounces of pinot noir
accompanies a three-ounce filet
— still rare but tender and warm —
and four red potatoes sliced
in half and sprinkled with rosemary
And when we dine in, I order
for us from the same Chinese
restaurant where I met her.
Our orders were mixed, and she,
a raving beauty, argued
she wanted the number three,
which I held:
Vegetable lo mien, steamed rice side,
and f
I heard the neighs
of mustangs in the barn
startle underneath the stars
as my moans carried
to the clouds and sky.
I writhed with pleasure
while listening to the rain pound
against the fogged windows
of our room, where I lay
and watched his mouth move
delicately along my thigh,
rough hands and fingers digging
into the soft flesh at the bend of my hip.
I dreamt of him
earlier while he slaved
in the fields with summer’s heat
beating against his cotton shirt
drenched in sweat and dirt.
My longing
to be held
by him
came.
He explored my body with such ferocity.
His fingers and tongue found
spots that made my insides clench &mdas
The water bobbed
as my body pushed forcibly forward
and slid backward with ease
over and over again. I stopped
crying for help. Accepting my fate
when no one called back for me,
but I kept my eyes open, searching
for a light in the distance, so I knew
when I could scream again. It dripped
drops of rain slowly pounding
against the back of my neck. I was sore
from the beating. Debris surrounding
me everywhere, a battle I had lost.
I should have fought harder, instead I lay
dead as driftwood against an ocean
refusing to give even the slightest comfort.
I watched the light break
through the curtains and dance
across paisley walls over the ho
He called me again last night. I ignored the call and instead let a 44-year-old, sweaty pervert unzip my pants, his eyes eager. I looked downward as grubby fingers edged the line of my underwear, followed by smooth, long strokes across my crotch to make me hard. My black hair, cut short with bangs, shifted in front of my eyes as I watched him lick his lips. His breathing deepened as he pulled my underwear downward, sighing as I sat erect and exposed in the tiny, pay-by-the-hour hotel room.
I didn't call Trevor back when I woke up this morning or even in between classes. Instead, I went straight to work. As I opened the door to Roots, I patte
As I stare at white lace blowing in air,
Slowly I sway across soft, cotton sheets
Waiting for you to stop and lay me bare.
Endless dreams grow and still my heart beats
Oh! To be held by your strong, burly arms
To feel whispered kisses trail down below.
I remember seeing you on the farms
Plowing day and night, dirty skin aglow.
Sweat slowly moving down each large muscle,
My eyes intrigued by the summer's hard heat
Staining all exposed while you bustle.
We ran in meadows to play, frolic, meet.
The beautiful day I love and miss most
You took me away like some bashful ghost.
Under The Murky Waters by Mrs-Freestar-Bul, literature
Literature
Under The Murky Waters
Children of the first sinner,
Dragging his filthy soul at his tail.
He does not dare to look up
Where God's face resides.
Walking the earth; a pack of wild dogs
Scavenging the last pride,
Snatching what is left of mercy.
Down creatures, leeches in the murky waters.
Always on the move to a new pure land,
Hunting down every butterfly wing,
Slaughtering every young green bud.
Children of the massacre, slaves of the cannon
You have your hands down my throat,
Your knife sliding down my spine,
You say: "Keep your smile and greet Humanity"
I swallow the rocks; I wave for my brothers
I fell, I died , they walked over me,
Purely debating a masters program at NYU. My minor adviser informed me of an M.S. in Publishing which would be perfect if I intend to start my own magazine. Food for thought. Anyone at NYU?
What the hell is up with all the Llamas? Unless they have any significant meaning, please don't send them to me. It's like spam or text forwards. I hate to receive them, and delete them.
I started an account way back when with a silly ID that today I look back and think "What the fuck." So I started a new account, moved everything over and now I need to through a few CDs with more photos from the past couple of years. I've done some work with student publications at the community college I attended, but haven't uploaded anything in quite some time. Hope to enjoy and be enjoyed.
-Jose